I happened to give someone access to my computer for under
30 seconds which changed everything. I
can’t blame it on him…I gave him everything he needed to be breach my privacy,
so it was purely my “lack of thinking” on my part. After I realized what was happening, I then remembered
that I had items on my computer that I didn’t want people to see besides the
obvious such as journals and a small collection of donkey porn.
My mind ran like an engine with its throttle stuck wide open
and an unlimited amount of fuel. I
seemed to spend days deleting files and changing passwords staying up until the
wee hours of the morning. I mentally
play out 1,020 scenarios on what might happen with what I had on my computer
and 345 of them were not good. I learned
a lesson…when you give someone something, don’t be mad if they take it.
When at the national park I tried to enjoy being out in
nature but mentally, my mind was not 100% there – not even 20% there. Only behind the camera I was able to forget –
explaining the loads of photos that I took of nothing.
Meeting a group of amazing people at a pizza place in town,
they seemed to take me in for a few days - which was a perfect distraction to
this temporary issue.
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